woes and self expression
I am VERY frustrated. By really stupid things that I have no control over right this minute. Like waiting to find out about a job/ flights/ living /general life for next year. I’m so sick of this out of control feeling, all I want to do is go to fucking sleep without worrying about shit! I hate it when I worry, I just wanna eat my feelings or pull out my brain temporarily so I can have some peace, FUCK OFF STUFF. I like being happy very much and you’re kinda making that hard right now Miss Uncertainty-in-my-head!
I can’t wait till Thurs, I’m totally getting inked. Big (ish) time. It’s going to be very painful and scary and expensive, but I’m PUMPED. There’s something I have control over…
Also, NEW ZU SUEDE BLACK HIGHHHHHHHH HEELED SEXXXXY BOOTIE SHOES, $15. Thankyou op-shop, THAT made me happy! They’ll be worn with fuck-me fishnet stockings and grey silky shimmy dress. And little red ballet flats too, screaming out for black skinnies and a rockin’ t-shirt. (I refuse to refer to it as a ‘tee’. Ridiculous.)
